Oh my god, I can't stand having to wake up for school in the morning. My alarm goes off and i just lie here. waiting for the inspiration to move. My alarms still sounding in that dreadful tone..... over and over again.... beep beep beep. and its sitting all the way across the room. I begin to think to myself, can I just go back to sleep with it sounding? Do I really have to get up to turn it off? Soon enough it begins to get louder, more annoying, and something in me makes me go tend to it. I stand up and I feel the ground below me so well, a feeling that I hate. I stumble my way over and finally get it to turn off. I decide that I had better go to school today because I cant afford to fail right now, so I turn my light on and begin to search for clothing. I wish I could just go back to bed, back to sleep, but I can't now. I'm up. I have to go to school. I have to try to pass. I go into the bathroom and look in the mirror. My hairs all over the place. My makeup is smeared. I look like hell. I slowly begin to wash the remainders of yesterdays makeup off and begin applying more, i cover up the dark circles below my eyes, brush my hair. Trying to make myself look presentable. Or at least a little bit.
Once I’m dressed and decorated I’m still not ready to run of to school, I’m still not ready to face the world. Then again I never really am. I sit on my bed, and I sip some tea. I open my laptop and begin to find out what’s been going on in the world. I spend as much time as I can doing that but soon enough I look up at the clock. Its 7 06 - 7 08. I don’t have much time left, bus comes in 4 minutes and I have to run out the door. I close my laptop and off I go. Still not ready to face the world.
Once I’m dressed and decorated I’m still not ready to run of to school, I’m still not ready to face the world. Then again I never really am. I sit on my bed, and I sip some tea. I open my laptop and begin to find out what’s been going on in the world. I spend as much time as I can doing that but soon enough I look up at the clock. Its 7 06 - 7 08. I don’t have much time left, bus comes in 4 minutes and I have to run out the door. I close my laptop and off I go. Still not ready to face the world.